An honest friendship is one in which even after weeks of not speaking, things are still the same whenever you choose to speak. I don’t see the obsession with talking to people every single day online or over text just to call yourselves friends. If you don’t talk to me for a while, I’m not going to assume you don’t want to be friends.
Why do things don’t work out with certain people when you try so hard to make it work and it just doesn’t work… Like it just doesn’t work.. WHy
Time to pick my sorry ass off the ground. Family problems suck but what can I do. Fuck it.
I spent most of my morning being yelled at by my dad. Getting lectured by my step mom. Balling my eyes out because she yelled at me so hard. Got threatened to get kicked out and be left on the streets and being called a disappointment a wreck and a useless piece of shit. You think I’d get use to it by now and but no each day it just cuts like a knife. This little front of putting up smiling each day is all a lie. I fucking hate it. I can’t even talk to anyone because they don’t understand the shit I’m going through. I can’t even say it all here because I’m just going to regret putting it on social media but fuck. I hate it and I just wanna disappear.